1. You probably wouldn't know or believe that she's quite mature for her age even if her superficial facade says otherwise. Sometimes, her stupidity are on purpose so you would be least threaten if you're plotting against her then she'll revert the same plot against you, and yes she's complicated like that.

2. You probably wouldn't know that she has a history of fxcked up family background infiltred with violence and hurts.

3. You probably wouldn't know that these are also the factors that made her the person she is today.

4. You probably wouldn't know that she was in depression few years back and live a life with no daylight because she just don't see any.

5. You probably wouldn't know that she has a blog which acts as a personal journal to record all depressive or awesome moments in her life for her own perusal where hardly anyone reads it and she like it the way it is.

6. You probably wouldn't know that she don't actually believe in love anymore and find independence more practical. But this concept might change. Only God knows when.

7. You probably wouldn't know that the reason she doesn't like sugary stuff and soft drinks is due to an attempt of aggressive diet where she refused to take sugar at all when she was way younger and her system adapted to it naturally and she's really really no longer a sweet tooth ever since.

8. You probably wouldn't know that she have low self esteem on some days and think she's goddamn gorgeous on others. Haha.

9. You probably wouldn't know that the reason she went back to her internship company for work was because she's awe-inspired by someone she truly respect.

10. You probably wouldn't know that she only gave herself 8 years to make it, and even if this means sacrificing alot of other things people think is important like personal time and rest.

11. You probably wouldn't know that her favourite quotes are "there's no one in this world you can't live without except yourself and God" , "when there's a way, there's a will", " life's a beauty I call bitch" and lastly " if you can defeat someone without that person even knowing it, you've made it in life."

12. You probably wouldn't know that she can write and secretly wants to be a novelist and write stories based on second world war time frame. Which she wrote a short piece of novella with the same theme before, but screw-loose and asshag malaysians who only read an average of half a page a year think it's too wordy and merely scroll down from her page when they see it. They just don't appreciate books and creativity.

13. You probably wouldn't know and believe that one of her favourite things to do is read a really good book and collect them, she'll skin anyone who tamper with her books because she simply love them more than you.

14. You probably wouldn' know that she's a retired dancer and gave up her passion because she knows it's not a field to promise her good life in future.

15. You probably wouldn't know that she wanted to be a biomedical scientist, doctor or nurse before because of her love for human mechanism and end up in advertising but yet never regretted any bits of it.

16. You probably wouldn't know of the constant love-hate relationship she has with myself and family.

17. You probably wouldn't know that even with her strong facade she just simply shun away when she's bullied.

18. You probably wouldn't know that when she receive a hard reality, she'll choose to avoid it and be in denial until she's comfortable and confident enough to come out from her shell.

19. You probably wouldn't know that although she prefers independence, once in awhile she wish she has a comrade, a true friend, soul mate and a shoulder to lean on because she's still a girl in the inside.

20. You probably wouldn't know that she has dress and heels fetish and end up spending all her money on it and live on indo mee literally later. lmao.

21. You probably wouldn't know that she appreciates literature, history and culture; prefers to travel to foreign places with historical and culturalistic context than mere urban metropolitans with shopping skyscrappers.

22. You probably wouldn't know that she's actually a person with high tolerance and patience even if this means triggering bawls of laughter by you now but the truth will remains the truth. People who knew her enough knows it.

23. You probably wouldn't know that she's a really good listener, councelor and analyse situation with objective, neutral and rationality. You can laugh now.

24. You probably wouldn't know that she's fearful in working now not due to late working hours but due to the reason she felt stupid because she can't seem to help out much amidst chaos and tension among her own team. She's afraid she'll make things worse and is trying very hard to avoid that; and yes she's very hard on herself that way.

25. You probably wouldn't know that she had a hard time progressing from a student to a working adult and had created much hostility when she connote her notion to mass and no one seems to be able to comprehend her and thinks she's fxcked up the way she is.