My feelings contradicts with myself so much, there's discrepancies running through my bloodstream, pumping nothing but uncertainties, confusion and most of all fear.

What one might ask and yours truly will answer future.

I got a notice about a job interview, seems like a good prospect if you minus the late devil's hour, hostility, competitiveness and vulgarities, I bet you even the perks of free ciggarettes is not going to soothe me from my stress and exhaustion.

But, it is invevitably what others expect me to do, especially when economy is slowing down. So they ask me to count myself lucky. Or am I?

Little did they know, the stress will probably eat me up from inside out and back inside again. The thought of that makes me shiver a little. Sigh..

But however, as I stared at the ceiling brankly, my semi-malfunctioned brain somehow browsed through all the books I'ved read and Memoirs of a Geisha came to my mind.

The ,ain character born with too much water in her causing her to have a pair of unsual blue eyes signifying the water that is flowing insider her.

Little did she know that it will become her best ally through life ordeal.

Water, a source of life, quenching our thirst to survive, to function, or to merely exist. It generates power for mankind, contributing to technology, building countries.

If you take a look back history, great dynasties, empires or metropolitons are all started from the very basic need of humankind, a source of water, near a river. It is the universal medium for any organism to exist.

However, as serene and calm water may seem, it's power and ability is not to be overlooked, its power of destruction causing catastrophes, disasters, typhoons, tsunamis, conquering the earth, taking with it uncountable innocent lives on every inches of land it washes by. Such elements is capable of sending terrors, causing maccabres, just by its will, it has the ability to make you lose everything overnight.

Water, not restrcited by any forms or shapes. It is able to transcend through all slits and cracks of rocks, maneuvering itself through trials and difficulties. It has no permanent form, adapting to any mold or potter to just survive.

Just when water evaporates to thin air, into nothingness, as if it didn't exist anymore, but given a slight chnce of cold temperature, it will come back bigger an stronger, maybe as storms sending chaos to earthlings, or by its goodwill fertiling crops for us. It's power for life or for destruction and its high ability to adapt to any situation as well as the ability to find a way out just when you thouht it reaches a dead end is not something like you or me, so-called homosapiens with high intelligence is able to underestimate, because until now, when human are sent to the moon, achieving nothing but mere cock and bull controversial theories, we are still solely dependent on water.

I've figured it out. Water is the element to survive.
I shall be what water shall be.

I will use this to my advantage, striving myself through the uncertain paths infront of me. Until I see the bright light.

This is me. Water, my element.
How about you?

Have a nice day.