I wonder if you ever realized, in this world there's so much more essence undiscovered, maybe every encounter, obstacles or opportunities are parts and puzzle of what an earthling like us are to do in order to create another harmonious equilibrium to world order. A pattern so complicated yet so fine, I bet that God must've had a good time watching over us.

   Somebody told me, "lets end the year with a bang!" albeit in a joking manner.
Silly as it is, but it reflects a purpose, it reflects an intention to end this year well, for the sake of great memories to ponder on and smile as you think about it in years to come. Such words exude positivism, which is great to hear once in awhile when you're a harcore realist. When you're a Capricorn.

   In 3 hours, I will need to leave another year behind me, no longer Forever 21, no longer a fresh new adult, no more skipping classes, challeging lecturers, no more peeps you love to see everyday as well as people you resent to even smell them a mile away and curse the very bloody day they were born. Most of all, no more Subang, how odd is that? I just couldn't translate it into my system yet, the fact I no longer live in Subang seems surreal. But it's going to be temporary, bet me.

   In year 2009, it's not going to be any other year I brush off lightly. This year it holds much more meaning, much more cross paths, as well as responsibilities. In year 2009, I officially embark into a total different journey or chapter of life, the question of whether will I be able to make it in society will find its answer soon enough.

   I made sure I hold this belief true to my heart, "no matter what the consequences, it is not a matter of will I be able to make it, but when will I make it." I shall not settle for less, it  is out of the question. But I also understand this means it comes with sacrifices. Now, as the clock ticks the year away, I'm constantly reminding myself, sacrifice now, and reap later.

There's a sky high ladder I need to climb, I'm getting myself prepared with muscle anagelsic balm, isotonic solution and rope, just in case I slip and fall, at least I still have a plan B to continue this marathon, or else the rope should come in quite handy to hang myself, *laugh* or maybe someone else when they come in your way :)  I'm racing against myself and time. I have 8 years. Only 8 years. Hopefully my drive, determination and passion is enough for me to beat this best time. Wish me luck :)

Catch you later! I've got a ladder to climb, not a party to attend you dumbo! ;)

Have a nice day.