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sadisticbxtch
January 10th
Female
Seremban

She can't help but double jeopardised herself.
All good things seems to come to an end in just a blink of an eye.
Once again, nothing is constant but change in this world.
She still do not regret her path.
This is and will be her.



History:
She got nothing Great about herself to brag about. But she's the girl you see giving her heart and soul for everything she loves. Giving with a heart of compassion; She's sometimes sadistic, at times abit Narcissistic. Oh yeah. She dont easily trust people. Only certain ones due to reason that fucked up people always took advantage of her life. she was disillusioned, maybe still is. A girl who sometime lives in distress. See her as a person trying very hard to survive life she called bitch itself, don't know why it's always harder for her. She believe everyone is the same. Oh, she contradicts herself all the time too, hence she's always confused. She had been through and seen more compared to any fellow lads back in ever quiet hometown. Nothing suprised her anymore. Morever, she's glad to be that way. You won't believe it, but when it comes to love, she's conservative in her own way. People also always judge her by the impression she puts on, they have no idea she thinks... Heh!

Passion/Mission:
Dancing is passion, to learn in Life, To overcome her constant Poverty. She only allow a succesful life ahead of her. To Rid Sluts and Bitches, may all ye Pretencious Facades got what you deserved one day, hopefully in Hell.


Favour:
Platinum; Lipstick Roses; Paintings; Diamonds; Her window of soul; Mirrors; Accessories; Darkness; Vintage; Her Ability to Inspire; Nobility; Hugs and Kisses; Intimacy; Baby Talking; Appreciated; Hopes; Jehovah; Renaissance; Cultures; History; Journals; Best Friends; Butterflies; Europe; Her Innate Desire; Sad to say but very issential- Green Bill

Rebuke:
Feminine Curses; Life Itself; Sluts; Fattyacids; Geeks who think they're Helluva Great; Money-faced Bastards and Bitches; Walking Seafood; Pain; Low Self-Esteem; Selfishness; Her Innocence; Disingenuous; Cock and Bull stories; Shallowness; My Occasional Depression; Her Cynicism.

   

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Friday, December 19, 2008
Good Luck.

 

I'm tired of trying to defend myself.
Apparently no matter how hard I try,
the same people will still have a misconception about me.

Okay. Fine.

Think what you want to think,
Because at the end of the day no one wins.
Life moves on.

I'd be honest,
I'm indeed sad when I saw you said what you said.
Never knew you saw me as such.

But,


I may be pissed or upset now,
But I'm sure one day all these will be vague in memory.
It doesn't matter.

If you think I'm a bitch, a slut, lowlife, parasites.
So be it.

Those around you,
hearing your stories,
I just don't bother anymore.


I ain't the person you think I am,
But I just found out,
you ain't the person I thought you are too.

Don't bother commenting,
I'll delete them anyway.

I simply hope that you can respect this space,
Because this is a sacred refuge to me,
It took me through happy times and times of trials.

I'll wish you luck in all undertakings,
hopefully you'll make it better than me.
So you won't feel as agitated by me anymore.

 

 

 

 


Posted at 04:45 pm by sadisticbxtch

Audrey
January 11, 2009   04:15 AM PST
 
Name - Mother, you sound like Leon, are you Leon?! ;) I'm cool, no worries. Been there, done that, got it through. :)

An Outsider - I'm glad you enjoy reading it. I never really expect readers actually, so you surprised me. Thanks again. :) Gym membership is nothing, really. Lol.
an outsider
December 31, 2008   04:50 PM PST
 
enjoy reading ur blog :) i know u are strong becus u tell everyone thru the blog, life goes on, never give up ^^ anyway u can afford ur gym mbship when u are working *quote "name"s comment*
Name
December 27, 2008   02:41 PM PST
 
sigh.. the game of love is certainly not easy. Keep holding on Audrey..

U've got nothing to lose..except the Gym membership.. *laugh*

Opps.. sorry..
 

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