I'm tired of trying to defend myself.
Apparently no matter how hard I try,
the same people will still have a misconception about me.
Okay. Fine.
Think what you want to think,
Because at the end of the day no one wins.
Life moves on.
I'd be honest,
I'm indeed sad when I saw you said what you said.
Never knew you saw me as such.
But,
I may be pissed or upset now,
But I'm sure one day all these will be vague in memory.
It doesn't matter.
If you think I'm a bitch, a slut, lowlife, parasites.
So be it.
Those around you,
hearing your stories,
I just don't bother anymore.
I ain't the person you think I am,
But I just found out,
you ain't the person I thought you are too.
Don't bother commenting,
I'll delete them anyway.
I simply hope that you can respect this space,
Because this is a sacred refuge to me,
It took me through happy times and times of trials.
I'll wish you luck in all undertakings,
hopefully you'll make it better than me.
So you won't feel as agitated by me anymore.
Posted at 04:45 pm by
sadisticbxtch
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Audrey January 11, 2009 04:15 AM PST
Name - Mother, you sound like Leon, are you Leon?! ;) I'm cool, no worries. Been there, done that, got it through. :)
An Outsider - I'm glad you enjoy reading it. I never really expect readers actually, so you surprised me. Thanks again. :) Gym membership is nothing, really. Lol. |
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an outsider December 31, 2008 04:50 PM PST
enjoy reading ur blog :) i know u are strong becus u tell everyone thru the blog, life goes on, never give up ^^ anyway u can afford ur gym mbship when u are working *quote "name"s comment* |
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Name December 27, 2008 02:41 PM PST
sigh.. the game of love is certainly not easy. Keep holding on Audrey..
U've got nothing to lose..except the Gym membership.. *laugh*
Opps.. sorry.. |
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